Tuesday, February 24, 2009

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!


So I woke up this morning feeling poopie, and DID NOT want to get up and go to work. I layed in hubby's arms for 30 minutes (too long, because then I was running late). Got to work and could not get going, was FREEZING and felt like I was getting sick. So I closed out two cases and came home. Finally about an hour ago I start getting to where I feel a little bit better. I wrote my history paper that I have been putting off ALL semester. After I get done with my paper I re-read the instructions and realized it is TOTALLY WRONG.
So now I am sitting here trying to write my paper all over again and getting so mad at myself. I know it seriously can not be that hard to write a HISTORY paper, but I just can not get my mind going in the write direction.
Dont mean to complain, I know things could be worse, but I needed to just let it OUT! So, now I am going to get a snack and write this paper for the final time. I keep telling myself tomorrow is HUMP day, and the weekend will soon be here!!! THANK GOD!!!! :)

Sunday, February 8, 2009

New Year, New Me!

So, I know it has been a while since I wrote on here. But I have some things to actually write about so I thought I would pay a visit to my long lost blog! Since the new year i have made some changes in my life, I am determined this is going to be a better year than last year.

To begin with Tee and I started working toward our bachelors. Hopefully next spring we will graduate with a degree in Criminal Justice. Classes are all online, wish is WONDERFUL, and we are in the same classes which also is GREAT. We are only taking two classes this semester, I have to finish my AA from TCC (in my last class now) and Tee wanted slowly get back into the school thing since it has been about 2 years since he finished TCC. The school we are using splits their semesters so instead of one spring, they have two! Which is really nice because we can take 2 classes at a time but really be taking 4 classes a semester which is full time. I am really enjoying the classes, Tee...well he is doing the work. I think it is harder on him because he has been out of it for so long.

My second big change of the new year is my devotion to myself to get healthy. I started by saying that my new years resolution was to NOT go on a diet. Then I got my dress for my best friends wedding and it did NOT fit :(. I was upset with myself because I thought that I wasn't working hard enough....then I went on a diet and lost enough weight for my dress to fit. So now I am back to my resolution...NO DIET. But I have not forgotten my devotion, I will run 9a mile to start with-slowly working my way to two miles) at LEAST 4 days a week. I haven't missed a week yet and I am SO proud of my self!!! It's almost scary because I feel like something is missing if I do not get my running in...I LOVE it though because it makes me feel AMAZING which is the most important thing. Plus it doesn't hurt that I have lost an AMAZING 13 lbs since I began the road to a new ME!

So, I as supposed to be working on my paper for school and instead I was BLOGGING ..... shhhh dont tell Tee :0

I hope everyone is doing GREAT and enjoying this beautiful day!!